Weak.

I feel weak all over , in a sense of my spiritual self .

I seem to be dazed all day wherever I am , especially in school . I do know what goes on around me , but let’s just say that it’s as if I’m looking at the life around me through my eyes that are void of emotions , while words and actions seem to be of instinctive reactions . These are days when I look around my class , my school , my home , myself , and all I get are questions . I’m glad I can at least control my emotions , cause damn , they sure are strong . I would get caught in the heat of the moment and jeopardize my relationships with my friends , acquaintances or any other people .

I guess before I say I’m disappointed in anyone , I better take care of the biggest disappointment right here first .